I'm an alien

And I tell myself to keep holding on.

9:28 PM oh god, help me
i think i'm having migraine
WTH
i'm worn out
i cant think anymore
no know it doesnt matter
to anyone
cause i guess they NEVER
felt it before
i cant be doing like many many things for you
GROW UP
you're my mum
and i who do you think i am?
i'm not your servant
i can help;but of course not everything
only now,i realised
i'm deprived of so many things
so many things that i could do
that's why i turned out like that!
oh fine


thanks to all those who cared
and today i puked blood
i think my throat was bleeding
im bleeding everywhere
and i just spilled a bowl of oil on myself
OH GREAT
i need toothpicks
i need the eyebags to disappear
i need my guitar
i need my plectrum
i need my life returned back to me
i need my rythm
if yore gonna control everything
go on
i dont care anymore
SERIOUSLY
cause i've got migraine
i've vomited blood
and what else you want me to suffer from?


but im still thankful i have a mum